Bad News!

[niko]

I want to let some of you guys know big-dawg killed himself this past saturday. He was depressed lately but damn who the fuck would of known. I wish he was still here so i could give him a smack! Im just pissed and sad that i couldnt help.

[bionic redneck]

ill say a prayer for his family

[rocco-x]

DAMN,I WAS JUST BULLSHITTIN WITH HIM LST WEEK OR SO JUST KICKIN IT ABOUT WHAT'S BEEN GOIN ON.I HAD NO IDEA HE WAS DOWN LIKE THAT.I KNOW HE WAS IN SOME HEAT BUT IT'S NOT WORTH IT.A PERMANENT SOLUTION TO A SIMPLE PROBLEM...R.I.P. BIG-DAWG.YOU WERE ALL RIGHT.

[SKYLINE LABS]

fuck..sux...

[nd2bhge]

he was a close personal friend of mine. i brought him to the pd on wed for a warrant his exgirl took out, then i picked him up 30 mun later out on bail. he spent that day and thur. hanging out and he left my house about 2:30pm got shit faced and pulled over 1:00 am fri.
they rejected bail at his arraignment fri and sent him to prison where he hung him self sat. afternoon. shit i wish i could have done something.
r.i.p. bro

[NuKKLeHeaD]

That is terrible news guys. I feel really bad for him and his family. RIP bigg.

[apollo]

Fuck that sucks. Very sorry to hear this. Kinda makes our bitchy lil problems seem trivial huh? My thoughts and prayers to all that loved him for their loss.
Damn, he coulda skipped the court BS and came down here where I coulda gave him a whole nuther identity. I HATE when guys let the system get the best of them. I mean you cant beat it but you can damn sure avoid it!
Man I'm sorry.
Well, he's free now. RIP

[guns01]

damn that sucks ass. rip my man.

[Viking]

Im saddened to hear what he went through, he will be missed.

RIP big, hopefully you found peace and God's love

[MERCY]

REST IN PARADISE LOC

[muscledoc1]

Wow.....very sad to hear....

[Stainless_steel]

Damn that's terrible. R.I.P.

[fullybuilt]

OMG thats terrible. RIP brother

[kingvillan]

R.I.P. b-d...

[slaminsam]

May he RIP. This is very sad to hear.

[samurai]

So sad to hear, RIP!

[niko]

Just got back from the gym and man does it suck. He always would make me laugh at all the dumb asses with no clue. Im gonna miss his stupid ass!! Thanks to all who responded to this thread means allot to know people do give a shit.

[thunderascherub]

Damn, I'm sadden to hear this =*(

I understand your anger brother, just TRY to place things i perspective and forgive him, and celebrate life. Its always easier to type this out to someone you don't know, then the other person to actually do it. But he will be in my prayers and so will. Maybe it can bring some peace to you and his family.

Have a good night.

[d-red]

wow... he lived near me. i`ve talked to him via pms plenty of times.

i`m sorry to hear this.

[Kruzzer]

This is a problem in this sport....As of today, I have lost 12 (twelve) guys that have died from depression! Either od or suicide...

With all the hormone shit that we mess with we are prone to this. This is one thing that needs to be addressed more. B D was a great guy. I have pmd him many times. I am very sad to hear this news.

Guys....Be careful and be aware that these feelings may come over you too....get help..

KZ

[FireFreak956]

Truly saddening...I agree with KZ

I will keep his family in my prayers... Be safe guys...

FF

[TheChosen1]

I'm deeply saddened by the news and I will keep him in my prayers. RIP brother. It's also sad what most women would do just to have their way.

While I understand the anger involved when a friend or loved one has committed suicide, I'm sorry to say that I've been in his shoes before. Back in late 2007-2008, all I could do was to sit home and wait for something to happen while I was on disability from work. It seemed that the company claimed one thing about me that was clearly false and their doctors said whatever the company wanted. I felt that I was fighting a losing battle and have tried suicide twice. But after my success at returning to work, despite their doctor's opinion, I'm glad that it failed and it became sweet victory when the company had to pay for my time out of work.

Kruzzer may be right about the raging hormones.

[DethKlok]

BD is a good bro. Laid back and friendly guy. Our community is no joke and when one of us falls we all feel the hit. He's watching his beloved sox in the weight room up above. RIP brother.

[niko]

I'm deeply saddened by the news and I will keep him in my prayers. RIP brother. It's also sad what most women would do just to have their way.

While I understand the anger involved when a friend or loved one has committed suicide, I'm sorry to say that I've been in his shoes before. Back in late 2007-2008, all I could do was to sit home and wait for something to happen while I was on disability from work. It seemed that the company claimed one thing about me that was clearly false and their doctors said whatever the company wanted. I felt that I was fighting a losing battle and have tried suicide twice. But after my success at returning to work, despite their doctor's opinion, I'm glad that it failed and it became sweet victory when the company had to pay for my time out of work.

Kruzzer may be right about the raging hormones.
Glad you made it out alive bro. Without going into to much detail I also have wanted to end it in the past for a long time due to drug addiction, family members dying etc... you name it Ive been there as many people have but happy to say i don't mind waking up in the morning. I understand how you and BD felt I just wish he could of seen his potential it was limitless. Almost feels like my little brother died again. Fuckin Blows!!!! OH Ya his ex is a CLAM!!!!!!:mad:

[nd2bhge]

its taking alot to deal with this, my wife told me every time my phone rings she wants to say "is that him again!" and then she gets all teary eyed. i know what you mean niko I got him into this sport about 12yrs ago he use to call me his Godfather of gear. im still trying to get the ex to give me his stuff so i can get it to his family! what a heartless bitch!!

[TheChosen1]

Glad you made it out alive bro. Without going into to much detail I also have wanted to end it in the past for a long time due to drug addiction, family members dying etc... you name it Ive been there as many people have but happy to say i don't mind waking up in the morning. I understand how you and BD felt I just wish he could of seen his potential it was limitless. Almost feels like my little brother died again. Fuckin Blows!!!! OH Ya his ex is a CLAM!!!!!!:mad:


I hear you, bro.

In my case, the woman that I loved for 2 years left me and just 2 months later, my boss let me go, with pay however, for medical investigations. 3 months later, I was taken off of payroll, thanks to the dumbass doctor whom I hired to contradict the company's doctor. I felt that I'd lost 2 of the 3 things that I love the most in my life (3rd being my training, of course). I had all of the ammo and only needed the opportunity. Funny thing is, I have my former LE revolver (S&W .357 Magnum) but never wanted to risk having it sitting in police evidence room. So I used some of the shitload of pain pills that I have from my knee surgery and washed it down with Southern Comfort/Coca-Cola (read that a wrestler used the same to off himself). And what happened? I got a freaking good night sleep.

But a few months later when I had reached my lowest, I kicked the company's ass, got back to work, and they had to pay me a year and a half salary for the time that I was off because I proved that I was in great health.
What a bunch of dumb fucks!!

[MERCY]

i take wellbutrin every day but mine stems long before juice use

[niko]

its taking alot to deal with this, my wife told me every time my phone rings she wants to say "is that him again!" and then she gets all teary eyed. i know what you mean niko I got him into this sport about 12yrs ago he use to call me his Godfather of gear. im still trying to get the ex to give me his stuff so i can get it to his family! what a heartless bitch!!

Fuckn DOUCHE!!!!