I need serious help...

[TheyCallMeX]

I'm about to lose control of my mind. For the last hour I've been crying and throwing up and I don't know how much longer I can handle this. Today has been the worst day I've ever had in my life. I'm at the bottom of a fucking pit I can't crawl out of.

I've had money invested into other things trying to set something up, and paying for that alone and bills have enabled me to barely get by. You have to spend money to make money, that sort of thing..

Today I had my lady and I's electric bill, and rent on a money order. This morning my fuel pump in my car went out, so I couldn't drive to work. That's how it started off.....

She took me to work, and came and got me on her lunch. I dropped her back off at work, and then everything got worse. I had to cash this money order out to buy a fuel pump for my car, which was only like $20...no biggy. I have been pretty wired the last couple of days, not sleeping much from work and class. So I went into the gas station to grab a fountain drink, and left my wallet, with just under $800 in cash on the fucking counter.

I drove back to our home, and realize what I've done...the next thing I know I fly my ass back to the gas station, find my wallet, and the fucking money is out of it......

I totally just fucked me and my girl both over.....

I'm in a hole I can't get us out of...

She's off in 30 minutes and I don't know what the hell to do or tell her. I feel like I'm losing control of myself right now.

What the hell do I do???

[TheyCallMeX]

On top of all this the fucking rents already late. I get paid bi-weekly, every two weeks and make just over $250-$300 a week..I had everything in that fucking wallet..I can't believe how hardcore screwed I am at this point...Does anyone know of any ways I could make quick cash by doing odd jobs or something? I've asked around everywhere and nobody has anything.

[jack963]

wow that sounds bad bro.. I had to sell some shit at one point in my life.. i pawn my gun be4 never got it out again..

[geeezer]

Brother its only money.Your late on rent.1 2 weeks? Start over and get it payed off.
There is not one thing you can do but brush your self off and start over.
Drink for what ?To make it worse then it is? Time will make it right.
Good luck Brother. PM me if you like.

[geeezer]

MeX I bet there was a camera running in the station.See if they will let you look at it.If not you know they did it.Call the police then.See if there is anything they can do for you.
At this point I would be looking for Justice

[rock419]

I'm about to lose control of my mind. For the last hour I've been crying and throwing up and I don't know how much longer I can handle this. Today has been the worst day I've ever had in my life. I'm at the bottom of a fucking pit I can't crawl out of.

I've had money invested into other things trying to set something up, and paying for that alone and bills have enabled me to barely get by. You have to spend money to make money, that sort of thing..

Today I had my lady and I's electric bill, and rent on a money order. This morning my fuel pump in my car went out, so I couldn't drive to work. That's how it started off.....

She took me to work, and came and got me on her lunch. I dropped her back off at work, and then everything got worse. I had to cash this money order out to buy a fuel pump for my car, which was only like $20...no biggy. I have been pretty wired the last couple of days, not sleeping much from work and class. So I went into the gas station to grab a fountain drink, and left my wallet, with just under $800 in cash on the fucking counter.

I drove back to our home, and realize what I've done...the next thing I know I fly my ass back to the gas station, find my wallet, and the fucking money is out of it......

I totally just fucked me and my girl both over.....

I'm in a hole I can't get us out of...

She's off in 30 minutes and I don't know what the hell to do or tell her. I feel like I'm losing control of myself right now.

What the hell do I do???

I would be all over that clerk! If you left it on the counter and it was there when you got back the clerk had eyes on it! And agreed on that comment about the cameras, they point directly at the counter where the customer stands. I'd tell him/her they better make a decision real quick on how they want this to play out...

[GLOCK23]

MeX I bet there was a camera running in the station.See if they will let you look at it.If not you know they did it.Call the police then.See if there is anything they can do for you.
At this point I would be looking for Justice

I agree 100%

[TheyCallMeX]

I should have clarified....by the counter I meant where the fountain drinks are...no cameras...:( I just can't believe I've fucked myself this hard, and drug my girl down too...

[GLOCK23]

I should have clarified....by the counter I meant where the fountain drinks are...no cameras...:( I just can't believe I've fucked myself this hard, and drug my girl down too...

I would still check on the camera...there r cameras everywhere.. It may have been the employee after all. It can't hurt. I couldn't imagine being in ur shoes bro.

[Big Dan]

Hey bro I agree with geezer see if they will look at the camera and go from there. I know how you feel man things have been tough for me over last few years with money, hell I've lost a truck to repossion, I ve got folks calling my house daily looking for money. I just keep my head up and keep pushing forward, dont let this world get you down bro. Pm me bro if you need to talk brother.

[harleyc]

Bro, them places have cameras everywhere. I would check everywhere to see if you can find one, If the worker took it he is not going to help you at all. Good luck to you on this bro, We are all hurting for money real bad also and know that and to hurt ya.



I should have clarified....by the counter I meant where the fountain drinks are...no cameras...:( I just can't believe I've fucked myself this hard, and drug my girl down too...

[Buck320]

Brother i have been broke more times in my years on this earth than i can count!!! I have also had times when it was steak and Lobster 4 times a week....money comes and goes like that sometimes. Shit will get better...always does. Stay cool...check to see if the place might have had a camera like everyone is saying.

When i was busted broke i alway had some buddies in construction, contracting ,ect that would throw me side work.I have got doorman/bouncer jobs where i was hired one day and working the same night.

Know any bartenders/ bar or club managers that might need a barback this weekend? Good cash in those jobs.

[deadlift1979]

I know this sucks...the only thing i Can think of if it is an EMERGENCY is a car title loan or payday loan That is what they are there for...keep your head up

[ChemicallyEngineered]

i agree with buck, try to hit up barrs for a bouncing job, it's usually cash at the end of the night. I also think if shit isthat bad look into thepay day loan, imnot sure what the interest or fees are butif you haveto it's better than nothing. Best of luck to you.

[guns01]

stay away from the pay day loans if you can man they are worse than loan sharks and the intrest rates are stupid. they made them all illegal around military installations because they are predators. i like what everyone says about bouncing man. its cash money and you get pd every night. i spent the best part of the first 10 years of my marriage dirt poor broke so i feel you man. keep your head up man

[TheyCallMeX]

Hey bro I agree with geezer see if they will look at the camera and go from there. I know how you feel man things have been tough for me over last few years with money, hell I've lost a truck to repossion, I ve got folks calling my house daily looking for money. I just keep my head up and keep pushing forward, dont let this world get you down bro. Pm me bro if you need to talk brother.

Hey bro,

They don't have a camera in the area....so hell maybe it was an employee. I don't know. Either way someone just got their day made. I'm sorry to hear about what happened with your vehicle...that's gotta be the worst. I just don't want us to get evicted. My girls upset...not saying much to me. Just hoping to think of something.

[FUZO]

Listen instead of panicking time to call freinds and family and tell your girlfriend what happened. The she can call her friends and family to borow money. Go to a pawn shop and pawn what ever will get you money,TV,YOUR GOLD,RINGS,CHAINS,or go to a bank and apply for a small loan like $1000 if it comes back declined atleast you tried.You cant get kicked out from your apt. By law it takes a long time to get someone out

[Buck320]

Bro hit me up if the eviction thing becomes a problem...i have a close family member who is high up in the housing/apartment industry.She might be able to offer some advice.

[TheyCallMeX]

Listen instead of panicking time to call freinds and family and tell your girlfriend what happened. The she can call her friends and family to borow money. Go to a pawn shop and pawn what ever will get you money,TV,YOUR GOLD,RINGS,CHAINS,or go to a bank and apply for a small loan like $1000 if it comes back declined atleast you tried.You cant get kicked out from your apt. By law it takes a long time to get someone out

My family has pulled together and are trying to help us. I just feel bad for her because I put us in such a terrible shitty position and it's causing us both a lot of stress. I'm hoping that they can come through but it's not a very easy thing to go through.

[jaydub]

talk to your land lord bro. tell him what happened. he might charge you an extra $25 for late payment but i think you'll be alright. just don't let too much time go by, keep them posted ya know?.... but the most important thing is to keep your chin up man.

[ChemicallyEngineered]

i believe by law you would have to go more than three months without paying rent to get evicted, at least in NY, not sure what the law is elsewhere.

[Bolan]

Bro, them places have cameras everywhere. I would check everywhere to see if you can find one, If the worker took it he is not going to help you at all. Good luck to you on this bro, We are all hurting for money real bad also and know that and to hurt ya.

This ^^^^^^
Good luck bro.