I left my girl last night for good....

TCMX-

you did the right thing. It's hard and miserable and depressing and you might even be lonely for a while. But you did the right thing!

People can only change themselves. And if she doesnt want to change, or even see that she has a problem to begin with, then she's in denial and blind to her own condition.

You have to take care of number 1, YOU!

You tried, you gave it a shot, spent some good times with her, but Gosh Damn (yeah I said Gosh! ) you can only waste so much of your life on somebody else.

No one will think less of you for walking away from her and that situation. Neither should you! All you can do is try, that's probably more than anyone else would have done.

Live your life for YOU, do what makes YOU happy, work to make money for YOU, workout for YOU, and someday, you'll even meet or date someone who wants to make YOU happy, and for YOU to be the priority in THEIR life for a change.

A relationship that's easy.. wouldn't that be nice? :)

i feel for ya X but it had to be done.being miserable while she's happy doesn't add up.if my ex wife didn't kick me out and leave me when she did i'd still be out there shooting dope and would've taken her down financially or even physically.i used to take her to cop spots,hand her my .357 and tell her to let one off if anyone bothers you while i went to do what i did.sick fuck huh?she saved herself just as you saved yourself.who knows bro,you may have put something into her head that might make her think right.who knows.if it's meant to be it'll happen.if not,well you've got plenty out there to choose from dude.just get past these 1st few rough months and you'll be gtg...