grass ISN'T always greener...

First off i tried running tren again, it always fucks with me. I started my new job and there are fine ladies running around everywhere and throwing themselves at me. I get the bright idea to be single again and i break off the engagement with my fiance. After fucking several fine ass ladies i still cant get rid of my feelings for her. Now i want to get back with my fiance and she has already moved on and wont even pick up my phone calls....fuckn sucks. Now i feel empty inside like a lil pussy, i think my emotions are going crazy cus i had to drop the tren cus it was fucking up my life so bad.
Im trying to keep my head up and not think about her, but its tough as hell. We were together for almost 3 years.

that sucks bro. I know what you mean tho. i did almost the exact same thing. I was engaged for 5 years. and like you couldnt help myself from the ladies. Fortunately for me I did find the greenier grass ( thanks to GOD)but trust me it took most of that 5 years. Everytime i tried to make a clean break I couldn't. I kept pussin out and going back. LOL but keep your head up bro. Obviously you weren't quite ready to settle down or you wouldnt have been hitting it on the side. Nevertheless 3 years is a long time and I'm sure you love her but hey give her time if she loves you, she will come back.

...and if not...You'll move on!

live long & prosper bro...

you know i'm on my 3rd bottle of tren and been having those same thoughts about... "what if" thats weird never thought of it before. maybe the tren does have something to do with it... hmmm...

I will never take tren again, i still have alot left too...fuck that shit! I have a love hate relationship with it!
Im gonna def. keep my head up, hell i still get like 2 or 3 girls phone numbers every night at work, but my heart is still with my ex. :o
Even after i fuck these random girls i get a guilty feeling like im still with my old girl. Hopefully i'll move on soon or my ex and i will be able to work things out.

bump that Kruz.. hey, maybe its not meant to be... it sounds like you wont have too much trouble moving on tho...

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Originally Posted by jtooswol

I will never take tren again, i still have alot left too...fuck that shit! I have a love hate relationship with it!
Im gonna def. keep my head up, hell i still get like 2 or 3 girls phone numbers every night at work, but my heart is still with my ex. :o
Even after i fuck these random girls i get a guilty feeling like im still with my old girl. Hopefully i'll move on soon or my ex and i will be able to work things out.

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3 years and an engagement is real shit. The question is did you cheat before you broke it off or did you clean break off and go around. I cheated then broke up with my girl and felt guilty after every time i had sex with someone else for a while. When i went to get back she ignored me. Also one time with someone else i broke up before fooling around, didn't feel guilty, and she didnt ignore me and we dated a second time. She trusted the fact i broke up before i cheated.

I think the fact that you feel guilty says you are a good person with morals. It sucks but its not so much of a bad thing. If you love your xgirl as much as it sounds youd find a way to get her attention no matter what it took. If not you just feel guilty cause you fucked her over but you'll find someone.

Man thats so true. I didnt fuck the girl while we were together, but i did kiss her and we fucked after i was broke up. Even sleeping with other girls i still get the guilty feeling. Im just still in love with ex, i have never had these feelings like this for another girl!
She's not ignoring me anymore though, she's actually starting to come around more so i must be winning her back. She says she wants to take things slow, but she also says she doesnt care if we see other people. Fuck that shit, i dont want another dudes cock inside of the lady i love!!
Oh well, i guess karma is coming back to bite me in the ass. :mad:

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Originally Posted by jtooswol

Man thats so true. I didnt fuck the girl while we were together, but i did kiss her and we fucked after i was broke up. Even sleeping with other girls i still get the guilty feeling. Im just still in love with ex, i have never had these feelings like this for another girl!
She's not ignoring me anymore though, she's actually starting to come around more so i must be winning her back. She says she wants to take things slow, but she also says she doesnt care if we see other people. Fuck that shit, i dont want another dudes cock inside of the lady i love!!
Oh well, i guess karma is coming back to bite me in the ass. :mad:

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well if she is coming around you're lucky, so my advice is quit gettin the numbers and stuff and focus on her. girls have a way of finding out everything. i've even had an i was trying to get back with send a decoy friend(that i didnt know) to try and meet me and give me her number and shit. of course i fuckin fell for it she was hot and i didnt know for sure if me and my girl were gonna get back, so i figured i'd keep the number just in case. needless to say, that was the end of that. so decide if you're serious or not.and i'm assuming that you must be bouncing somewhere. that will ruin a relationship faster than you can say trenbolone. trust me on that one.. later bro..

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Originally Posted by ricky425

well if she is coming around you're lucky, so my advice is quit gettin the numbers and stuff and focus on her. girls have a way of finding out everything. i've even had an i was trying to get back with send a decoy friend(that i didnt know) to try and meet me and give me her number and shit. of course i fuckin fell for it she was hot and i didnt know for sure if me and my girl were gonna get back, so i figured i'd keep the number just in case. needless to say, that was the end of that. so decide if you're serious or not.and i'm assuming that you must be bouncing somewhere. that will ruin a relationship faster than you can say trenbolone. trust me on that one.. later bro..

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Yup, im working the front door at a night club. Every female that comes through the damn door try's to hook up with me! Its hard as hell to say no...lmao!
For now on im gonna focus on getting back with my ex, i made us reservations for the Melting Pot on sunday and ive already ordered us a bottle of Moet, she loves that shit so i know it will score me some points...and some pussy! hahaha :D