Sorry for your loss man. Lost my dog about a year ago,he was the gayest little sissy of a Cockapoo you'd ever meet,but he was certainly my best friend.I feel bad saying it,but i've lost my dad,brother,sister,and losing that dog hurt more.still can't bring myself to get another one.My wife could be mad at me for days,work could be going shitty,but that dog was always too cool for school.Feel tour pain for sure.