Hey guys some solid ass advise here for sure!! F.S.T.I. you hit me on the head.

Just a quick update:

She and I had been chatting over the phone the last 7 days before Sunday....she is going through a heavy depression, very sick in her voice.....we emailed a few times, she is hurting a lot.
But you know what guys? My life is a fucking mess!! I can't sleep. I have been taking sleeping pills for 3 fucking months now. My nose is bleeding from it. WTF
Sure I have chicks left and righ...but I am not interested in hanging out. To be honest I just want to be alone!!

So Sunday she and I talked, we were planning on meeting for a drink sometime this week.
I took that over Monday: Monday I woke up and I had it!!!

I called my cell company and had them change my number
I have server space for my own website, and email address---I fucking changed the email address...and blocked my webiste.
I deactivated facebook
and to top it off, I cancelled her membershipt at the gym, that "I" was still paying out of my own bacnk account.

So by now she is going to be a mess, I know it. But I am done trying to fix things, and blaming everytihng on me. FUCK IT!!!

I have a show in 13 weeks, I know she will be there to watch...she can say hello then, when I take the over all title.

Other than that, at the moment nobody can reach me, until I start to give out my info.

Did that make me feel better? I am not waiting by the phone, or by the email for her to send me something...this is fucking crazy!!

I have a business that is paying me 70k annually....and I own a small restaurant as well. There is no way I am going down for her.

If she wants to try to work things out, she will know where to find me. And if she does come look for me or contact me at work, then I will be ready to go all out and work things out.

As far as the client...she still texts me friendly stuff....but I keep my distance. The door is closed and is strictly business.


B2J