been away too long...

[irish_2003]

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lol...wat's up irish.hope all's good on your end.i just get so overwhelmed with everything at once.i guess i get too lax in my own comfort zone that i don't pay attention to the small things around me.then the small shit builds up and before i know it ka-boom,i explode.only real worry i got now is just findin a place i can afford.everytime one gets lined up i either get zapped with an extra $150-200 on the advertised rent or it's a shit hole ghetto bomb.i think i def have one last place as a last resort.a bit more than i can afford but the lady that owns the house said she's willing to help me if i help her with the house.just gotta start re-training my body to workout in the early am-4/5 o'clock than at night.hate mornings.i'm so much stronger at night but i'm really determined to figure out a way i can get my ISSA cert course and still try to get into night time nursing school.where there's a will there's a way.only problem i'll have with a student loan or assistance is i'm white and around my way everyone,including the government agencies,think if you're white you got cash to pay for shit straight up.

i gotta hit the gym tomorrow.gotta start my 5/3/1 all over again.this pnuemonia really knocked the shit outta me this time.longest it's ever lasted.plus with the added stress i lost about 10lbs this month.sucks but i just gotta buckle down and get my shit in order...