:-( thnx guys...got some pretty decent news today on a new place.a bit more than i can afford but where there's a will there's a way...now i can start putting money aside for my trainers cert course and hopefully finish it by summers end,get certified and get to what i was meant to do in life...workout and train others.if you do what you like as a vocation then it's not really work,right,lol...!