i think it is the old the grass is greener on the other side deal. i wouldnt trade mine in for nothing. she puts up with all my crap from bbing, she had to take care of me when i was wounded (and the things she had to do for me were not cool at all), not to mention dealing with me being gone 99% of the time. i am very greatful and thankful and try to show it as much as i can also