First off i tried running tren again, it always fucks with me. I started my new job and there are fine ladies running around everywhere and throwing themselves at me. I get the bright idea to be single again and i break off the engagement with my fiance. After fucking several fine ass ladies i still cant get rid of my feelings for her. Now i want to get back with my fiance and she has already moved on and wont even pick up my phone calls....fuckn sucks. Now i feel empty inside like a lil pussy, i think my emotions are going crazy cus i had to drop the tren cus it was fucking up my life so bad.
Im trying to keep my head up and not think about her, but its tough as hell. We were together for almost 3 years.