Tweetthat sucks bro. I know what you mean tho. i did almost the exact same thing. I was engaged for 5 years. and like you couldnt help myself from the ladies. Fortunately for me I did find the greenier grass ( thanks to GOD)but trust me it took most of that 5 years. Everytime i tried to make a clean break I couldn't. I kept pussin out and going back. LOL but keep your head up bro. Obviously you weren't quite ready to settle down or you wouldnt have been hitting it on the side. Nevertheless 3 years is a long time and I'm sure you love her but hey give her time if she loves you, she will come back.