man the last year has really sucked for me..i have not been on here alot b/c of things that have taken place over the last year...first i had one of my dogs get biten by a coral snake she died..(i breed red nose pits) then i get divorced this past feb to a women i have been with for 16years and married to 5 years of those 16years...then i have these huge oak trees in my back yard they die...took a 600.00 a month pay cut b/c of buinesses...then last night i get home from the gym and go outside to take care of my dogs and find my male dead in his dog house he was almost 11 but didn't act that way..so i call the ex to come over to say good bye to the ol boy start to dig a hole and the fucking sholve breaks..so last night at 8:30 i was digging a hole with a trenching sholve...can't belive he's gone thought he would be the last to go...makes you wana say fuck it.....

the divorce was b/c of me she wanted to have sex 2-3 times a year wasn't working for me......


hopefully next year will be better......