TweetI fill you bro. I did any kind of pain killer I could get my hands on plus crank and ice.lost every thing but did not give a shit till I allmost lost my kids.that was the slap in the face that I needed.june th 20th I will be clean for 4 years.it is a hard road but it is the right road.cut ties to all my friends but one and that because he only smokes pot.I have be around it and it does not bother me because when you weight what you get out of it and what you lose,the lose it a lot higher.best of luck bro