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TweetI know exactly what you mean..... GREAT POST!!!!
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TweetLook, I'm calming down now but after being sick and on meds for a cpl of days and then spent about 8 hrs total in Production. I may have been a lil irritable. Do I retract anything I said? No. Might I have been a lil too harsh with my honesty? Yeah bc I have to understand everybody is'nt like me. I know I'm a rare bird. Not any better just coming from a different position.
Zodiac, I need to understand the sources that have come around and went. For me I dont want that relationship with any of you guys. I dont want to use eachother. My ideals have always been a lil lofty. I'd rather have 2 or 3 straight up Bros that believe in this and care about it. That's the reason I get pissed. I truely do care about all my fellow men. Not just guys my age or into my sports or my race or my nationality- hell even the publicans love their own- if you've read the bible. I cant be like that. I go to another country- I treat those people as my brothers- never in a condesending way like I'm great for doing so. I'm more a free-loving type. As much as I love other beings I hate the braintraining we recieve in America from media, spoon feducation and our Govt. and allcountries from religion. So I dont always like what people do or say but I understand alot of times they've been subtley lead to believe it's right or ok.
Now as much as I'd rather hug you like you were my brother when I see you(anyone) I wont take shit from ANYBODY foreign or domestic black purple or a hermaphrodite. I follow natures laws and when man's laws or ideas are against nature- I ABSOLUTELY side with Nature. I believe that as men we are the physical rulers of the universe and that better be respected by others and ourselves and that we should never give that power away. I love men.
I hate what is against nature. I hate outside control. destruction of privacy and freedom. Not freedom as license to do whatever one want but freedom through self-responsibility. I believe that our natural alchemy of being testosterone governed is good as womens alchemy of being estrogen governed is good to. In all of natutre those 2 are harmonious except in the trained human mind that the govt wants to divide and conquer as one method to control. Battle of sexes and racial bullshit is shoved down our throat! When I go to the Dominican Republic- I see much poorer people- much happier people- much less governed people and a wilder country. Call me crazy but I like it. IMaybe there's a very slight predujice with the haitians but the light skinned and dark skinned Dominicans that I see treat eachother as equals. I stay at my friends house over there and the electricity may go out for 8 or so hours a day/night and he lives off a dirt road and he dont drive a cadillac but all hes always laughing and smiling and hugging and kissing his 100 friends. Here we got conflict with someone al the time. I believe being slaves to dollars is a huge part of that. I hate Corporations.
All I'm saying is this:
I'm gonna make money doing what I do. I know that. To me that money does'nt mean things. It means being Free. Free to live outside of govt taxes and hoops to jump through and without outside control- freedom for me and my bros to be even more manly in an all to feminine and queer nation. Free to do with OUR bodies as we wish and take responsibility for it.
But what the fuck does it all mean if I'm just a selfish motherfucker and dont care about my brothers health? It means a moving spot of 6'1 237 lbs- nothing more- in other words if it's all about self- it means very little and I'll get caught bc my subconsciousness will lead me to get caught or be self destructive. However, if it means all of us bros, our rights and our freedom and even Love. I am a part of something much greater and more important than myself or my agenda. That is what this community should be about. That is being brothers in a fight for our freedom and natural rights to be FREE MEN. I told you I am a warrior- this is my fight. And for mine and our freedom. Mental freedom especially.
That's where I'm coming from Mis Hermanos.
I been a selfish studly mof'r b4. just partying and fuckin hoes and stripping on tour or bein a pro wrestler in Japan and PR and pimpin a 500sec amg benz all jacked and lean and quite honestly I'm a good looking mofo. But I was self destructive because my subconscious hated what I was being. I also was a mean mofo and hurt alot of people too. At some point I made a promise to myself to learn to heal and heal more bros than I hurt. I became a chiropractor not licensed, accupressurist, took my Navy/Marine medical training much further- studied and I even had the prison gaurds coming to me to help them and their families. A lil Jail/Prison time(8 mos of it in the hole for uniting prisoners in a peaceful protest for our rights) gave me time to realize I could no longer damage my subconsciousness by being a selfish prick. Being an extremeist- as most of us are- I took it to the extreme opposite. That's why I been here for 7 years and that's why I'm a different type source and one you can trust.
That's why it hurts my feelings and therefore pisses me off when I'm accused of being a fake. Because this is what my life is about and sacrificed for. I wont change it regardless unless Something or someone above me shows me my fight is wrong but I see every day it is not.
Last edited by apollo; 10-06-2009 at 02:49 PM.
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TweetApollo, your'e a little weird man...you and Kai should talk....honestly, I want to try that gear you speak of.....yes, poor countries are better...thailand and singapore are my favorite...I stepped on those yellow footprints in '92-MCRD-SD.-
TweetApollo when i accused you of being someone else i meant nothing wrong. I was not saying your a scammer or a different source, i was just thinking you were a regular old brother on the boards who just made up an alias for security reasons and I was saying if I talk to you previously i did not want to offened you and I had no clue who you might be this shit is easy for anyone to jump into , and theres nothing wrong with that everyone does that. i apologize that i offended you and accused you of being someone else even though i meant the accuasation in a different way than you thought. you keep twisting my words. You keep assuming. I am nothing like you think. I promise. Your views on things you have no idea how much i have already thought the same thing. To me it sounds like you lived a dream life.good for you. Me my life isn't noone owes me shit i could end up in a box tomorrow, noone would care but a few and the world would move on and i know this. I am not your average 21 year old. All i meant to you when i said not deal with you is i didn't want to. You seemed to of bashed tons things in your posts and maybe you didn't maybe i assumed. Everyone has to start somewhere. To me you came on made this expose, then a list comes up. I understand your views totally, i totally agree on keeping everyone free and strong. I try to watch for suspicous people to help guys like you. It all got blown out of proportion, i guess i should of never said fuck you, and just said i did not want to talk to you is all. Again i apologize. And I edit my posts because I go back and read them and see how to get my point across better.
Last edited by tilltheend; 10-06-2009 at 04:47 PM.
Tweetand I never called you a fake ever search all through my posts I never said you were a fake, and I never implied it.
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