Quote Originally Posted by apollo View Post
I dont usually post stuff like this but I'm not usually sad. I had to send my kids and their mama off to another location for various reasons(not security) and though I'm following soon- it's fuckin killing me! To be in a quiet house and to see their toys and to not have them maul me when i come into the room or get home from the lab and see their faces light up and to have my youngest beating on my bedroom door saying: "DADDA! DADDA!" No wrestling, hugs and kisses and no riding partner to go places with. Just an empty house with a bunch of things that mean nada! yeah i could go get a peice of ass or something but pleasure only masks pain temporarily- it does'nt cure it. I am not anxious- just SAD. All the roles that my role of being a father include is my favorite part of life and a huge motivation for why I work so hard. otherwise i'd just skate and get ass. But skating in a rink with just released out of jail pornstars is'nt better than lovin and bein loved by your children. Especially at young and loving and impressionable ages. I am really down. the beauty of Nature nor riding my Harley or anything can remove it til I'm with them again- which will be soon- Thank goodness.
Bro, i know how you feel completely. I recently just went through a seperation with my baby and his baby momma and its hard bro, but atleast you still will be together soon. Me on the otherhand, im dealing with child support, lawyers, custody, etc etc! but i do atleast get to see my son 3 times a week, and it kills me everytime i have to take him back. I know what you are going through, in a way. It will all be good bro. you are doing the right thing.