Thanks guys! Today is the 1st day that I've actually improved. Fuckin Finally! I took nyquil last night and that shit knocked me the fuck out! I have a very low tolerance for that kind of thing.
Those decisions I was speaking of were mostly ones involving my family. Though, perhaps, if it were'nt for the discomfort created by those decisions- I would not have moved away from that discomfort towards the right ones.

So- I look forward to a Healthy, trouble free 2011. I know big things are coming business-wise for sure! Today, on Thanksgiving- I am most thankful for my immediate family. Especially my wonderful mate and wonderful mother of my kids. One of the best people I've ever known and not in a fake do-gooder kinda way either. So now that my undeserving ass finally woke up and embraced that- perhaps I will quit suffering as I have caused her to suffer. You know just being an asshole and treatin her like a dime a dozen bc I've always had an over abundance of ass. So I'm gonna hang up the cool guy hat and just be a dorky ole dad and grow old gracefully. Now that I'm over 40- time to just stop bein an over the hill studd/badass. I think you guys will find a more mellow Apollo from here on out : ) That is what this fucked up year has been really about for me; Getting me to this point so that I may enjoy longevity in the future. It has been a very humbling year. The only reason my business has continued to flourish is bc I have done right in it(my business) Now time to do right in my own life and by my mate.
Sorry to ramble.