What sucks and hurts is that i do everything and when she's on that shit she's fucking mean and wakes up dosent remember and i didn't so all of a sudden I'm a dick cause i bring it up. I know i shouldnt but i feel like without me she wouldn't know what to do. She has lost weight only eats cereal at nite and shit which is hard i mean I'm into bodybuilding wtf. Thanks guys u guys know more of my biz than most people in my life,really thanks for the ear and listening to me vent its been a rough year.

BG