damn bro so sorry to hear this take time off get better let us know if any of us can help. ull be in my prayers and just think in ur head no matter what nationals is still yours buddy you never know the mind is a powerful thing dont get depressed you seem like a strong good hearted guy so all will woork out just stay positive holmes forreal,keep ur head up ,pm me if ya need to talkl im there as much as you've helped me over pms im here 4 ya my man . now get some rest.

BG