Re: Anybody Have any Hobbies?
used to draw/paint since childhood and play guitar.even went to our local art museum for classes in studying Monet.actually did quite well .once i allowed my addiction to take over my life i lost feeling for it all.
sure,i'd get clean here and there,try it again and go back to the instant gratification.my ex-wife says she still has some of my work at her house.started getting back into it right when she left me after being clean for about a year.ever since then i've been...well dead inside.
the gym right now is the only thing i've got from eatin a .38+P(ran outta mags.). it's the only place where i have control.just God,me and the steel.it's my sanctuary,my solace and my humility at times when i get too cocky.
when i was in high school my art teacher always told me as i age how things would change and i'd laugh.how right he was.oh yeah,i was a huge WWII model freak.homemade paintbox and all.my thing was post war Soviet aircraft and WWII German armor.can't tell you how many of my built models ended up in shops as dioramas.perhaps one day.
"Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are."