I need serious help...

[TheyCallMeX]

TweetI'm about to lose control of my mind. For the last hour I've been crying and throwing up and I don't know how much longer I can handle this. Today has been the worst day I've ever had in my life. I'm at the bottom of a fucking pit I can't crawl out of.

I've had money invested into other things trying to set something up, and paying for that alone and bills have enabled me to barely get by. You have to spend money to make money, that sort of thing..

Today I had my lady and I's electric bill, and rent on a money order. This morning my fuel pump in my car went out, so I couldn't drive to work. That's how it started off.....

She took me to work, and came and got me on her lunch. I dropped her back off at work, and then everything got worse. I had to cash this money order out to buy a fuel pump for my car, which was only like $20...no biggy. I have been pretty wired the last couple of days, not sleeping much from work and class. So I went into the gas station to grab a fountain drink, and left my wallet, with just under $800 in cash on the fucking counter.

I drove back to our home, and realize what I've done...the next thing I know I fly my ass back to the gas station, find my wallet, and the fucking money is out of it......

I totally just fucked me and my girl both over.....

I'm in a hole I can't get us out of...

She's off in 30 minutes and I don't know what the hell to do or tell her. I feel like I'm losing control of myself right now.

What the hell do I do???

[TheyCallMeX]

TweetOn top of all this the fucking rents already late. I get paid bi-weekly, every two weeks and make just over $250-$300 a week..I had everything in that fucking wallet..I can't believe how hardcore screwed I am at this point...Does anyone know of any ways I could make quick cash by doing odd jobs or something? I've asked around everywhere and nobody has anything.

[jack963]

Tweetwow that sounds bad bro.. I had to sell some shit at one point in my life.. i pawn my gun be4 never got it out again..

[geeezer]

TweetBrother its only money.Your late on rent.1 2 weeks? Start over and get it payed off.
There is not one thing you can do but brush your self off and start over.
Drink for what ?To make it worse then it is? Time will make it right.
Good luck Brother. PM me if you like.

[geeezer]

TweetMeX I bet there was a camera running in the station.See if they will let you look at it.If not you know they did it.Call the police then.See if there is anything they can do for you.
At this point I would be looking for Justice

[rock419]

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I'm about to lose control of my mind. For the last hour I've been crying and throwing up and I don't know how much longer I can handle this. Today has been the worst day I've ever had in my life. I'm at the bottom of a fucking pit I can't crawl out of.

I've had money invested into other things trying to set something up, and paying for that alone and bills have enabled me to barely get by. You have to spend money to make money, that sort of thing..

Today I had my lady and I's electric bill, and rent on a money order. This morning my fuel pump in my car went out, so I couldn't drive to work. That's how it started off.....

She took me to work, and came and got me on her lunch. I dropped her back off at work, and then everything got worse. I had to cash this money order out to buy a fuel pump for my car, which was only like $20...no biggy. I have been pretty wired the last couple of days, not sleeping much from work and class. So I went into the gas station to grab a fountain drink, and left my wallet, with just under $800 in cash on the fucking counter.

I drove back to our home, and realize what I've done...the next thing I know I fly my ass back to the gas station, find my wallet, and the fucking money is out of it......

I totally just fucked me and my girl both over.....

I'm in a hole I can't get us out of...

She's off in 30 minutes and I don't know what the hell to do or tell her. I feel like I'm losing control of myself right now.

What the hell do I do???

I would be all over that clerk! If you left it on the counter and it was there when you got back the clerk had eyes on it! And agreed on that comment about the cameras, they point directly at the counter where the customer stands. I'd tell him/her they better make a decision real quick on how they want this to play out...

[GLOCK23]

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MeX I bet there was a camera running in the station.See if they will let you look at it.If not you know they did it.Call the police then.See if there is anything they can do for you.
At this point I would be looking for Justice

I agree 100%

[TheyCallMeX]

TweetI should have clarified....by the counter I meant where the fountain drinks are...no cameras... I just can't believe I've fucked myself this hard, and drug my girl down too...

[GLOCK23]

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I should have clarified....by the counter I meant where the fountain drinks are...no cameras... I just can't believe I've fucked myself this hard, and drug my girl down too...

I would still check on the camera...there r cameras everywhere.. It may have been the employee after all. It can't hurt. I couldn't imagine being in ur shoes bro.

[Big Dan]

TweetHey bro I agree with geezer see if they will look at the camera and go from there. I know how you feel man things have been tough for me over last few years with money, hell I've lost a truck to repossion, I ve got folks calling my house daily looking for money. I just keep my head up and keep pushing forward, dont let this world get you down bro. Pm me bro if you need to talk brother.