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[baby1]

TweetSorry for your loss!

[Big Dan]

TweetVery sorry Mex.... Brother we have alot in common. My father was also a drunk and we had no relationship at all. He died in 2000 at 50yrs old. His liver finally gave up. He was a very smart man and could have done anything but he loved the bottle more. As with you He taught me how not to be. Im there with you brother.

[TheyCallMeX]

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Very sorry Mex.... Brother we have alot in common. My father was also a drunk and we had no relationship at all. He died in 2000 at 50yrs old. His liver finally gave up. He was a very smart man and could have done anything but he loved the bottle more. As with you He taught me how not to be. Im there with you brother.

I didn't want the details of mines death, but I'm assuming he went out the same way. He had heart surgery at one point, and his liver had to be practically non existent. Do you ever wonder sometimes how you would have been with a stronger male figure in your life? Sometimes I do. I wonder if I'd have done things different, if my ambitions would be different, or if I'd be a different person entirely. It drives me mad sometimes

[Big Dan]

TweetYea Bro I do too.... I wonder if I my life would have been better and where would I be right now. My grandparents raised me and they loved me very much but still yet its not like a fathers love. I had to teach my own self how to play sports. But I will tell you it has made me a great dad, I have two kids a 15yr old and a 8 yr old. I love them to death. I am there for them no matter what and I have got to experience things through them that I never got to do as a child with my father. My son is my bestfriend and my daughter always keeps me laughing. And as far as drinking I dont ever touch the stuff for fear of turning out like him. Mex I know how u feel and It bothers me too and drives me as well.