Quote Originally Posted by Big Dan View Post
Very sorry Mex.... Brother we have alot in common. My father was also a drunk and we had no relationship at all. He died in 2000 at 50yrs old. His liver finally gave up. He was a very smart man and could have done anything but he loved the bottle more. As with you He taught me how not to be. Im there with you brother.
I didn't want the details of mines death, but I'm assuming he went out the same way. He had heart surgery at one point, and his liver had to be practically non existent. Do you ever wonder sometimes how you would have been with a stronger male figure in your life? Sometimes I do. I wonder if I'd have done things different, if my ambitions would be different, or if I'd be a different person entirely. It drives me mad sometimes