Starting around Thanksgiving, I have moments of joy than instant moments of sadness. When I am in a store and I hear Xmas music I just instantly tear up. The joy is seeing my little girl's exciement and anticipation and also how greatful I am for her. We bake cookies, put up decorations, go to lots of parties, go shopping, make crafts and I look at here and see how fast she is growing and I treasure these moments so much. The sadness is for the child I do not have here.

I think this does happen to many others around the holidays too. It is a happy and hard time of the year for many.

Does this happen to anyone else around this time?