Thank you for the reply.

Being that she is insecure, and I respect that, I always go through the steps of ensuring that she feels ok:

-I tell her where i am going, why how long
-she has access to my email account, facebook....I no problems with that
-we alwyas keep in touch by text

We have a very good, solid relationship.

I FULLY understand those ghost hidden behind the closet doors, we all have them.

She read the emails herself, at like I said, my only small defence is that the emails are 100% product oriented and NOT personal at all.
The fact that they are x's is wrong of me to have done that. I should not contact ex girlfriends to network the product, but those two girls can turn out to be very lucrative for me. --which will benefit all of course.

As of now, we are talking...I got so drunk last night, I HATE drinking. I am not a drinker.
We are talking, but I can see in her little French eyes that she is hurting so much.

She yelled at me for a long while last night...I took it all in. I deserved it.

But like I told her, I did not send friendly emails at all, and no I do not want to go and fuck them at all. I just want to pimp them out hahahahahhahahaha


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