Hey buddy! Your task is not easy without doubts.

I do not know you at all, but from your post, it seems to me that you have a lot ot things on your plate.
Some of the choices we make in life may seem difficult, but in the end, you got to be true to yourself.
I am sorry to learn that there are children in between, they always get the worst of it, I am certain that you will handle them with love and respect during this time.

Keep your head up and strong.
The trick is not to leave chicks alone--trust me, I could write a book on that shit. The trick is to know how far, and to know your comfort zone.

Ok--have a wonderful day Bluegill


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