1 SAD SORRY MF'r

[bionic redneck]

Tweeti hear u bro.. as a father also.. i have to put up with my ex every other weekend... and it sucks to only see my child then and on holidays..it tears ones heart out

[apollo]

TweetSynthro- I am lucky my BM is an lazy, airheaded angel. Yet her bein gone would be a blessing if it were'nt for the kids. She's a very good person though and though my way of raising them perhaps is'nt the norm- she see's the results of it in them and that she cant argue with. She would never get the courts involved. I feel for you bro. My whole life is about being free from other mens' outside control. To have some judge tell me what I was gonna do and to know it went against god's(not neccessarily biblical god) nature itself- I dont even no what i would do. When govt intervenes for a child's legitimate saftey- as a service- fine. But when a govt says there is only one way to rightly raise a child and we decide that way over the parents and take ownership or governship over a child/parent relationship and ultimate responsibility for the parents relationship- then that is tyrrany. A conglomerate tyrrany but tyrrany all the same.

J.K. no they dont- and that's the part that makes me happy. They are now with their own kind and reunited with their better family(mine is thin and fucked) hers are bigger, tight and less fucked- LOL Where we were my oldest was lonely bc he was the foreigner. My girl had to get into therapies and school bc she has mild autism. But right now they are so happy! They get to finally recieve last years Christmas and socialize on a large scale and it's only been a cpl-few days- so they are happy as shit- LOL!
i'll get to that tonight bro.

thanks CE.

B2J man I once thought i did'nt want any. Maybe it was bc I thought I would have to give up my selfish ass chasing ways but on what you said: Pain is neccessary for movement. It's our most basic nature to move away from pain and toward joy or pleasure. The problem is when all we know is pain and are comfortable in it and keep recreating it unknowingly. In letting go, being fools and relearning we can move outside of the known. However, what you said has a humility to it; that you are not mighty enough to protect them from all the pain. That is true and it's good that no one is bc then no progress would be made.

Damn guns ya'll are definately making me thankful and that is a great cure for sadness. Now I'm sad for you and Synthro.

Diesel- i'm sorry bro. i'm lucky in that my BM does not challenge my fatherhood. Period. of course I back her up to.

I just cant wait to get outta here and to a place I hate to be with my kids.

[guns01]

Tweetkeep your head up man. we r here for you anytime anyplace. thats what we do for one another in my community of brothers and i would be happy to believe that you can find that here as well.