You have to do what you have to do. Two options, live with it or fix it. The first option not being the best one. You will recover and it will take time, but the longer you wait the older you get. You also need to finf a surgeon who is top nothch at this. Are their any orthopedic surgeons in your area that are surgeons for the professional sports teams? My hip surgeon was Chicago Bulls team surgeon as well as other teams. Took me about a full 18 months to recover.