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[niko]

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I'm deeply saddened by the news and I will keep him in my prayers. RIP brother. It's also sad what most women would do just to have their way.

While I understand the anger involved when a friend or loved one has committed suicide, I'm sorry to say that I've been in his shoes before. Back in late 2007-2008, all I could do was to sit home and wait for something to happen while I was on disability from work. It seemed that the company claimed one thing about me that was clearly false and their doctors said whatever the company wanted. I felt that I was fighting a losing battle and have tried suicide twice. But after my success at returning to work, despite their doctor's opinion, I'm glad that it failed and it became sweet victory when the company had to pay for my time out of work.

Kruzzer may be right about the raging hormones.

Glad you made it out alive bro. Without going into to much detail I also have wanted to end it in the past for a long time due to drug addiction, family members dying etc... you name it Ive been there as many people have but happy to say i don't mind waking up in the morning. I understand how you and BD felt I just wish he could of seen his potential it was limitless. Almost feels like my little brother died again. Fuckin Blows!!!! OH Ya his ex is a CLAM!!!!!!

[TheChosen1]

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Glad you made it out alive bro. Without going into to much detail I also have wanted to end it in the past for a long time due to drug addiction, family members dying etc... you name it Ive been there as many people have but happy to say i don't mind waking up in the morning. I understand how you and BD felt I just wish he could of seen his potential it was limitless. Almost feels like my little brother died again. Fuckin Blows!!!! OH Ya his ex is a CLAM!!!!!!

I hear you, bro.

In my case, the woman that I loved for 2 years left me and just 2 months later, my boss let me go, with pay however, for medical investigations. 3 months later, I was taken off of payroll, thanks to the dumbass doctor whom I hired to contradict the company's doctor. I felt that I'd lost 2 of the 3 things that I love the most in my life (3rd being my training, of course). I had all of the ammo and only needed the opportunity. Funny thing is, I have my former LE revolver (S&W .357 Magnum) but never wanted to risk having it sitting in police evidence room. So I used some of the shitload of pain pills that I have from my knee surgery and washed it down with Southern Comfort/Coca-Cola (read that a wrestler used the same to off himself). And what happened? I got a freaking good night sleep.

But a few months later when I had reached my lowest, I kicked the company's ass, got back to work, and they had to pay me a year and a half salary for the time that I was off because I proved that I was in great health.
What a bunch of dumb fucks!!